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I realized that the paradise isn't the place that you could find
but a fine moment in which enlighten your life a short time period yet sweet enough to be remembered for the rest of your life.
I slept from 10pm to 5:30am and woke up without alarm clock and was refreshed!
I thought about what I read from Millan Kundera's book. He said:
"In this country people don't respect the morning. An alarm clock violently wakes them up,
shatters their sleep like the blow of an ax, and they immediately surrender themselves to deadly haste.
Can you tell me what kind of day can follow a beginning of such violence?
What happens to people whose alarm clock daily gives them a small electric shock?
Each day they become more used to violence and less used to pleasure.
Believe me, it is the morning that determines a man's character."
I think it is true.
I really am......
22:51, I am in my office. Someone is still working, hard.
I miss her.
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When something becomes a habit of my life, I am addicted to it.
The regular tendency of doing whatsoever with whoever it is takes over the lead of my life.
I miss it. I can't breath without it.
I think I am strong but when I face the emptiness, I realize how weak I am.
I thought I enjoy the loneliness yet the loneliness ate me up, slowly, heart to soul ......
So, You, took me to a place, so high that I don't want to leave.
It's the first time for me to use my new 300mm F2.8 lens and I paired two of my EOS1 cameras with pocket wizards.
And it came very handy.
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Musical is good, at least to me. I enjoy ts songs.
Slow but tempting.
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Group photo for the whole crew afterward.
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00:33 o'clock, I am still in my office. Images I took have been downloaded and will be organized soon.
During the show, I felt lonely. It's my first time to feel lonely when I am taking photos.
I wish, I could share most of my life with her.
However, at this point, it's hard.
Right after the work, I hold my cell phone and so wanna tell her how I feel,
to share my excitement. But I can't ......
So I hold my breath, looked at the sky. Although it's dark without stars, I felt hope. Can I stop? No! I can't!
It's love. No one can betray it.......
But, where is my love?
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful and conceited.
It is never rude or self-fish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins,
but delight in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse to trust,
to hope and to endure whatever comes ......
Love, is hope and the reason we live,
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11:50pm, I am still in my office, working. I love staying here in the evening. It's so calm, so calm.
Meeting friends is always good, easy, relax and inspired.
I talked to Mrs Chen today about work and personal relationship,
she gave me a lot of good advices which I am truly appreciated.
Life should be cheerful, full of romance and laugh.
For each occasion, one could face it with smile or tear. Positive or negative is totally your call.
The most important thing is that we only live for ONCE!
No no, go back and think again, yes, WE LIVE FOR ONCE.
For every mintue we spend, either we waste it or cherish it to make it valuable.
So, don't let it take too long to make decision or make it hesitation.
No matter what the result is, at least it's your experince and life.
Hesitation in the course of life means nothing but waste.
Believe or not, let's wait and see.
So friday, I am in love ......
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2008, May 19th, 2:28pm SiChuan Time,
people from around China stand silent for 3 minutes to pray for the victim and survivers of
the earthquake in SiChuan province, China. Love bless them.
May 17th, I've my 3rd book's contract signed with China People Publishing House. Thrilled...
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From left: Mr.Huang (President), Max, Mr. Hou (Deputy editor), Mr.Ren (Vice President).
The sad thing was that for every single thing happned in my life, I couldn't share with her.
It sucks.
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Upon my parent's departure, days ago, I had a relaxed dinner with some of my close family friends.
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From left: Mr. Zhao (president of international club), Uncle Yu, Max, Aunt Dong, Mom, Mrs Fan Lin and Mr. Jin Yue.
Now, I am in the office, updating my blog. The office yard is filled by greens. It's a big sunny day, just windy.
Suddenly, I miss my days in Tokyo, Ometesando, a place where I should go with you together......
So, stop, at a romantic place.
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What do you really want?
Go for it!
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The music tv is called "Believe",produced by the same group of people I went for the photo shot yesterday and
for the love of people in SiChuan Province, love bless them.
Although I still have hard time to confront the fear of death from the earthquake, as a Chinese,
as a human with heart and love, I wish I could do something to help them.
Even to move a tiny stone to save one person's life.
God, I love you.
Please cherish your life and time. We are lukcy to breath!
I went to take photo for a practice of s stage musical.
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A group of passionate young people. I was thrilled by their talents.
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Double cream, milk cake ...... Can't stop it.
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Saturday, so quiet.
I went to my office, went to starbucks, went to meet friend and calling her.
Sometime, we need a quiet Saturday, just like Eric Satie's Gymopedies, peaceful and cheering.
I love you!
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I caught cold and could barely speak. Headache killed me.
Without voice, there are still ways to express myself, I could write and taking photos.
So, what am I doing? I am waiting, long waiting for someone I love.
I experienced and learned the course of love everyday.
And you know what, each day I woke up, I did a little thing to make it different, not better but different, from yesterday.
Although things are tiny but once you put them all together, it's huge!
And for each little thing I do, I am getting one step closer to my dream.
What's more, both of us could gain one piece of unforgettable memory.
Hell, I have no idea how many steps are ahead of me but eventually, I will be there, or say we will be there.
"The course of true love never did run smooth". I think it is the reason why love is greater than anything.
Can you betray yourself? What about your dream and love?
I can not.
It will be a hard way. Well, will there be any easy way?
Love should be cheerful.
And we must believe in love!
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Love is all around you, all you have to do is believe!
I am speechless by the magnitude of happiness ......
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Hard to imagine that one simple action could bring such great pleasure.
I don't know what it is. But if you ask, I think it's love.
Year 2006, I went back Beijing in mystery and confusion.
At that time, the city where I used to call home had no longer held the bounding.
I felt strange.
Two years after, when I walk on the street with a cup of coffee, I felt relax and cheerful.
I don't know what it is. But if you ask, I think it's love.
Home is where you heart at.
I do believe so.
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Is heaviness truly splendid and lightness deplorable?
Lane Crawford......
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what good are wrods I say to you,
they can't convey to you what's in my heart.
If you could hear instead, the things I left unsaid,
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Time after time,
I tell myself that I'm so lucky to be loving you.
So lucky to be the one you run to see,
in the evening when the day is through.
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I only know what I know the passing years will show
You kept my love so young, so new,
And time after time, You will hear me say that I'm
so lucky to be loving you.
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I am yours, i am yours. I am yours, heart and soul.
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